poor tummy

my stomach was feeling queasy, so i woke up at 3am today. i think it was the starbucks frappucino bottled drink i had earlier. i slept at 1am, so i'm going on 2 hours of sleep. i've been watching vh1 top 20 music videos for the last 2 hours, and now it's 5am. yesterday was tofu's birthday, so she's now officially one years old! julian is off to malaysia/china with his family so i'll be home alone for the next week and a half. i'm really paranoid about staying at the house alone, but hopefully it'll be ok. i'll be driving down to LA next wed and we'll be celebrating our one year anniversary! we're debating whether or not to go to disneyland, can you believe ticket prices are now $60?? at least i get a 20% discount from work. we're not really doing anything exciting for our anniversary, we're just going to keep it low key. i'm just going to be so glad to see him after being apart for 2 weeks. ok going to watch some tv and hopefully i'll be able to sleep a little later. tummy still feels funny. it doesn't help that julian isn't around, i think i've gotten used to him sleeping next to me, feels weird without him =(