dun dun dun duuuun

that was the sound of doooooom, i guess it doesn't seem the same written vs spoken. anyways, one of our team leads in sj is leaving, and one other guy in tucson has resigned as well! i wonder if i should start looking around for a new job. i dunno, so far i've sort of felt this kind of loyalty, not wanting to leave the team since i have a pretty important role. and other times i think, why? ibm doesn't care about you, they're going to ship you all to tucson! i don't know, maybe i'm still in denial, hoping that it won't happen, but i know that is not true. and plus everyone else has stayed, so i didn't want to feel like i'm a quitter. i guess that's how people get sucked into staying at a company for so long (30+ years!) i guess i need to start adopting the attitude that i need to take care of myself and not think about how the team would react!