Sunday, November 14, 2004

i lied

here i am, back at work again. it's really disconcerting how i can never seem to take a weekend off! i even got called on saturday to look into a problem!! argh. luckily i didn't hear my phone ring (cause i leave it on silent all the time now)...plus i didn't bring my computer home, so not like i could have looked at it anyways. but this stressful environment is starting to wear me out.

only having one day of break in between 6 days of work, for the last 10 months, plus having school on top of that is very tiring. i think everyone here is very tired of having to work so much. i think the dark circles under my eyes will never go away and they seem triply dark. plus we're being micromanaged like crazy...there are status meetings every morning, plus our 2nd line goes around every afternoon around 4 or 5, asking for status again! ugh. luckily i don't have to attend those status meetings, i just tell my team lead what i've been up to.

my 2nd line actually works all 7 days, but i can not feel sorry for her at all. i blame her for why we're so behind. she hired all these contractors/co-ops. now all the co-ops on our team have left, and guess who has to take over their code?????? ME!!!!!! i now have to debug and test 3 people's worth of code. i seriously feel like i'm being taken advantaged of and i can not wait to either a) get out of this department or b) find another job somewhere else. i actually would just be happy to have my 2 day weekends back!!!!!!

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